Promise this would be the last time that I would change blogs. LOL.
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Thanks 
It’s been ages
Yes I know. I haven't posted here for like 2 weeks? 3 weeks? That was actually intentionally. I wasn't even supposed to blog anymore – just maintain my photoblog. But it seems that there's a need to unleash some thoughts that's been occupying my mind for some time now.
As some of you may know, I've taken an interest into photography recently (like 5months ago?). And I have been contemplating back and forth if I should give it a go, or, just back off. It's not easy you know. To be able to pursue this 'calling' I need to invest on some good (entry level) dSLR and couple lenses as well – to cover all the possible shots I have in mind.
I know (again), that it's not the camera that takes photos (uh, such a cliche), but I know as well, that I wouldn't be able to do that in a point and shoot camera (which I have right now).
Im not sure if this is just 'a phase' that I would eventually get over it, but for now, it seems like it's my everything. I constantly look for something to be my model – wherever I look, that's what I have in mind.
It's tormenting me. Really. And I've been dying to go these scenic spots, to get good pictures. Compose, recompose, look thru the viewfinder, contemplate, recompose, then finally take the shot. I've never set my mind this straight on something I would like to do, since like, hmm.. before I went here in California? Everything was messed up since the migration, but so far, so good.
Please please, give me advice. or whatever. I just need this thing to be done or simply not – so that I could finally breathe.
If only we could see what future lies ahead if we take this path, or what else would happen if we decided the other path to take. Like the book, Choose your own adventure. You're given choices, you pick which one, go to the said page and there's another adventure waiting. Uh, if life could only be a little less of an adventure.
Kilig naman ako
Ampuch. Pathetic talaga. lol.
Birthday na kasi ni S sa thursday. Eh ako ang magbibigay sa kanya ng cake. Since hiya ako na tanungin siya in person, [baka mag blush ako - ahahahaha] in-email ko nalang siya. Eto ang sabi:
Hey Patricia,
I'll be here on Thursday. Anything that has to do with chocolate is fine with me.
Thanks a lot !!!
Slava
O daba daba? ahahaha. San ka pa? LOL. Wala bang kiss dyan S? Bwahahahaha. Natatawa ako sa sarili ko. Para akong tange. ehehe.
Hi Patricia,
Thanks for the cake. It was delicious!!!
Slava
Inspired
Yes. Again, my hopes of becoming good at Photography came back with a vengence. lol. Im not totally sure if me and mom can go to this park or if dad would be kind enough to drive us there. [note to self: dont lag on driving, call that damn driving school, pronto!] So anyways, I was first thinking of going to this nearby park after church. [that's what mom told me] Then she told me to look up all parks in Los Angeles. LOL. and I found this park that we always passed by when we ride the bus. Woot woot. Im good at this, researching. ahaha. Now I have the address and I could just print up the directions tomorrow.
Another reason for me to be inspired is because of *ahem* Kuya *ahem* Den. hehe. We started chit chatting on YM, and he keeps on asking me alot of questions. Mas makulit nga siya kesa saken. Ahaha. And then he was like, could you do this shot? How about this one? Im sure you could do it with your camera – things like that. He's challenging me. And I like it. He even said that I should do this certain shot and then we would both post the same theme on our blogs. See, he's nice. Too bad, our chatting was cut short. And darn timezones. lol.
How I really wish that Im still back home, and then I get to meet my online buddies. Ok ok, I'd like to meet everybody I get to chat with. You know, curiosity. hehe. Like, I'd love to meet Den, Cruise, Eye, Marco, Ferdz. Err, everybody who's into photography. So that they could teach me. Lol, free tutoring from the PROs 
So anyways, crossed fingers, I hope I could go out and take some shots and update my blog. I really need practice, and also time for myself. Because, Monday is just around the corner and I will be again stuck with my cubicle. Argh.
Contemplating
Im still in search for my lost soul. I haven’t bought myself anything yet as a gift, so now I’m contemplating about a new camera. *Irish, I need your help here dear*
Im thinking about these ones:
OR
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I dont think I can afford the DSLR just yet, and I’m still new at this.
[Can you tell that I'm a Canon baby? lol]
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Or maybe, I could buy myself this sweet bag;
Soho Leather Zip Satchel – but in white.
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Or maybe, this;
Ipod 30gb – in black
