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As some of you may know, I've taken an interest into photography recently (like 5months ago?). And I have been contemplating back and forth if I should give it a go, or, just back off. It's not easy you know. To be able to pursue this 'calling' I need to invest on some good (entry level) dSLR and couple lenses as well – to cover all the possible shots I have in mind.

I know (again), that it's not the camera that takes photos (uh, such a cliche), but I know as well, that I wouldn't be able to do that in a point and shoot camera (which I have right now).

Im not sure if this is just 'a phase' that I would eventually get over it, but for now, it seems like it's my everything. I constantly look for something to be my model – wherever I look, that's what I have in mind.

It's tormenting me. Really. And I've been dying to go these scenic spots, to get good pictures. Compose, recompose, look thru the viewfinder, contemplate, recompose, then finally take the shot. I've never set my mind this straight on something I would like to do, since like, hmm.. before I went here in California? Everything was messed up since the migration, but so far, so good.

Please please, give me advice. or whatever. I just need this thing to be done or simply not – so that I could finally breathe.

If only we could see what future lies ahead if we take this path, or what else would happen if we decided the other path to take. Like the book, Choose your own adventure. You're given choices, you pick which one, go to the said page and there's another adventure waiting. Uh, if life could only be a little less of an adventure.  

Birthday na kasi ni S sa thursday. Eh ako ang magbibigay sa kanya ng cake. Since hiya ako na tanungin siya in person, [baka mag blush ako - ahahahaha] in-email ko nalang siya. Eto ang sabi:

Hey Patricia,

I'll be here on Thursday. Anything that has to do with chocolate is fine with me.

Thanks a lot !!!

Slava

O daba daba? ahahaha. San ka pa? LOL. Wala bang kiss dyan S? Bwahahahaha. Natatawa ako sa sarili ko. Para akong tange. ehehe.

Hi Patricia,

Thanks for the cake. It was delicious!!!

Slava

Another reason for me to be inspired is because of *ahem* Kuya *ahem* Den. hehe. We started chit chatting on YM, and he keeps on asking me alot of questions. Mas makulit nga siya kesa saken. Ahaha. And then he was like, could you do this shot? How about this one? Im sure you could do it with your camera – things like that. He's challenging me. And I like it. He even said that I should do this certain shot and then we would both post the same theme on our blogs. See, he's nice. Too bad, our chatting was cut short. And darn timezones. lol.

How I really wish that Im still back home, and then I get to meet my online buddies. Ok ok, I'd like to meet everybody I get to chat with. You know, curiosity. hehe. Like, I'd love to meet Den, Cruise, Eye, Marco, Ferdz. Err, everybody who's into photography. So that they could teach me. Lol, free tutoring from the PROs

So anyways, crossed fingers, I hope I could go out and take some shots and update my blog. I really need practice, and also time for myself. Because, Monday is just around the corner and I will be again stuck with my cubicle. Argh.

Im thinking about these ones:

OR

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I dont think I can afford the DSLR just yet, and I’m still new at this.
[Can you tell that I'm a Canon baby? lol]

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Or maybe, I could buy myself this sweet bag;

Soho Leather Zip Satchel – but in white.

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Or maybe, this;

Ipod 30gb – in black

What else? hmm.. 2 pe.xer friend greeted me at my thread. they don't usually post at Personals, so I was surprised that they took time to visit my thread and greet me. They're like my non-Personals friend. I always have fun chit chatting with them. the other guy teases me with this other p.exer, which is just soo funny. Hmm, Im glad I get to know or talk to somebody else besides my Personals friends.

next week birthday naman ni S. so ako naman ang bibili ng cake niya. chance ko na ba to para makausap ko siya? paksyet. im so pathetic. pramis.

nilalamig din ako dito sa trabaho. sino kayang tongeks ang nagtaas ng temperature ng aircon. ay sus, konti nalang nanginginig na ko sa lamig. o baka excited lang ako kasi kakantahan nga ako. ahaha. o baka dahil lahat ng mata, most likely, eh saken nakatingin. eh ayaw na ayaw ko pa naman ng ganun. nag bblush ako. ehehehehe. kita mo na, pathetic talaga. argh!

o siya sige, balitaan nalang kita mamaya kung nanlumpasay ba ako pagkatapos ako kantahan. ngakk. lol.

babush!
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Sa awa naman ng dyos di naman ako nahimatay, but i bet nag blush ako. asa harap ko kaya si S! nampuch. pramis di ako lumingon sa direksyon niya, siguro minsan lang. hehe.

pero ang weird, kasi pag tapos nung pagkain ng cake, ala na. balik trabaho na. buti nalang hindi ngayon birthday ko, kundi malamang medyo down ako.

//Done Edit

Have you known that there was a total Solar Eclipse yesterday? It started from Brazil and ended in Mongolia where the greatest eclipse happened.

It just fascinates me how this things happen. Don't you?

So anyways, for further information regarding eclipses, click this link.

My thought:

He's nice. He's ok as an online friend. He's too far away. And he's 1 year younger than me. LOL.

Would I be a biatch, if I say Im starting to look forward for his messages? *eeeeeeeeek*

+ My manager just gave birth to baby Andrea! Happy Birthday Andrea!

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So anyways, what's up yo! Oh yeah, Im getting a new phone! Weeee! I don't think I'll have it in time for my birthday, but that's ok. I love working in Citi. *giddy*